Well, after losing an adapter for some equipment yesterday, and a terrible evening due to that, I feel better today.
Yesterday I was definitely experiencing PAWS symptoms. Post acute withdrawal syndrome. The depression can be so debilitating, even if you are aware of the cause of it. Thankfully I still did not end up using any opioids.
That being said, I can see why PAWS is one of the leading reasons for relapse. But not me. No way. I am never turning back to using drugs. Today I am going to just stay busy and start working on a new episode of the Podcast.
Wish me luck, and as always. Thank you!